Tia Sharp parents' victim impact statements in full

In a victim impact statement read out in court, Natalie Sharp said she never considered the 12-year-old would be dead and thought she would eventually come home.

The mum-of-three said she has questions she wants Hazell to answer and that he breached the ultimate trust she gave him.

Read Natalie Sharp and Tia's natural father Steven Carter's victim impact statements in full below:

Natalie Sharp

I grew up in a very close family. I had a special relationship with my Nan, my mum's mum. When I knew that I was expecting Tia, I was so happy that I would have something to love.

Tia's father Steven disappeared before she was born and I realise that the unique relationship I had with my nanny would be repeated with Tia and my mum. I did try to keep Tia in her father's life, but when he had a new family, it was obvious to Tia that he didn't want to know.

So there was always me, mum, my brother and Tia. A small but really close family unit. My parents gave me a good childhood, they were together until 1999 and at the time they broke up I was angry.

When Tia came along I had a reason to keep out of trouble, if it had not been for her, my life would have been very different. She was mine and no-one else's and I had someone to love.

When I was told Tia had gone missing I always believed that she would come back. At the very worst I thought I'd have to face the fact that someone had touched her and scared her and hurt her.

I never really considered that she would be dead. How could I? Worse still was the false hope from the hoaxer who said they had her. I thought she was coming back.

Since Tia was taken, I have lost my trust in everyone. It's too hard for me to believe that she's really gone. I try to think of her being on a sleep over at her friend's house.

Jack my eldest son who is three asked me just this week if Tia was coming home from school soon. I've had to tell him the truth, it made him really cry. I told him that Tia is a star in the sky and now when we go up to say goodnight, we look out of the bedroom window and speak to the star, the one that was bought in Tia's name.

I breathe for my children, I fear anyone hurting my boys, I fear that if anyone touches my son or does anything to them, what I might do, I am so scared and angry.

I have been so badly hurt by people I don't know and who know nothing of me. People have said the most terrible things about me as a mother and Tia's life. I can't understand how people who know nothing about somebody can send such awful messages.

Then the other day a cabbie just asked me "how is everything going," He apologised and said, "I expect everybody asks you." I just realised he was the first person to ask me to my face without condemning me behind my back.

I've been stared at and physically attacked and I know people judge me when they see me buying something nice for my sons.

My close family are closer still, but this has hurt them so badly. My brother is struggling to work, my mum was suspended from her job when Stuart was arrested. I've heard people saying Tia was mistreated and that she's lucky to be away from this world. My Tia wanted for nothing.

I've gone without so many times to give my children everything and the truth is that strangers have said things that have been repeated in the press and social media that have been unbelievable.

Tia was my mum's life. She was as close to my mum as I'd been to my nan. We'd all lived together when Tia was a baby and she was my mum's mini me. Tia loved to be with my mum. Wherever my mum worked, Tia was taken there to meet everyone. I sometimes felt a little green eyed about their relationship, but I could see it was like the relationship I'd had with my nan, it was so unique and special.

I can't say what'll happen after the trial. It's my last hurdle. I haven't allowed myself to grieve yet, I need to finish this first. When the trial is done, everything is over for everyone else, but it won't be for us. At the moment Tia is still talked about, after this we still have to live with the next hurdles.

Will Stuart appeal, will he get parole, will he be out and about in a few years? I gave the ultimate trust to Stuart. I have so much I want to ask him. Sometimes I feel pity, but I want to hurt him, but I could never manage to hurt him like he hurt me. I want to meet him and I want him to answer my questions. Sometimes I think I would like to do this, but I doubt the authorities would allow it.

Steven Carter

The murder of my daughter Tia has shattered mine and my family's hearts. We will never get our heads around what has happened to Tia.

My daughter Tia's life has been taken from us all, as we will never get the opportunity to share her 13th, 16th, 18th or 21st birthdays. We will never have the chance to see Tia walk down the aisle and get married, and have children of her own. We have all lost someone special.

The love for Tia will always be with us, our memories of Tia smiling and playing will never be forgotten. My last memory of Tia is her jumping to my arms, giving me a kiss and telling me she loved me. I will never get this opportunity again, but it is one of the many memories I will cherish for the rest of my life.

My partner and son have their own memories that they will never forget. All my family and friends have their special memories, the community of New Addington have lost someone special and they themselves will never forget Tia.

Myself and those of my family with children will never be the same as we all have stopped our children's freedom to go our and play, as we fear of something happening.

Myself, my partner, my son and members of my family are suffering from post traumatic stress, this has caused me to lose my temper quickly, have sleepless nights, cold sweats and generally be unhappy.